So you may have noticed that I changed the name of this blog. Maybe it is motherhood. Maybe it is the proverbial bullet train speeding toward 30. Whatever it is, I have spent very much of my very little free time reflecting on things I have accomplished (or at least
attempted to accomplish in the past), and what I still need to do. You see, I have always said that I don't want to be 90, sitting in the nursing home my children sock me away in, thinking back on all of the things I wish I would have tried. So ever since I can remember, I have put myself out there; sometimes with the fear of failure, but never the fear of regret. I have gone skydiving, I have tried out to be a Dallas Cowboy Cheerleader, I am a published poet. I have sung, danced, acted, spoken up, and spoken out. I can't say that I have always been successful, or have always performed to the best of my ability, but I will
always be able to say 'yeah, I've tried that!' I am fortunate enough to already have accomplished the two most incredible goals in my life by having Nick as my husband and Brixon and Hudson as my sons. If I didn't see tomorrow, I would honestly be able to say that I had lived a remarkable life. But I'm pretty confident that you're all stuck with me for a while, and what fun is life if you don't constantly set new goals? So here's what I'm going to do (and you aren't going to get anything like 'be the best mother and wife in the world.' Those are gimmes...I'm always going to be striving for things like that): 1. I want to be in a movie. Yes, a movie. A substantial role (and by 'substantial' I mean more than the bouffanted yellow blur that I appeared as in 'Dreamgirls') in a credible motion picture. Perhaps it is ridiculous and far-sighted, but it is my blog, and my goal list :). 2. I want to record a song in an actual recording studio. Just because I think it would be fun. 3. I would like to learn to play an instrument. I've attempted many in my day, but I would like to find one that I actually
want to practice. 4. I would like to travel to Europe. I threw this one in here because I knew it would be an easy one to cross off; I'm going to Italy in May :) (again, my blog, my list. And I need to feel like I've actually accomplished some of these goals within a reasonable time period!) 5. I would like to read the Bible in its entirety. I've tried this one a few times, but have yet to succeed.
There you have it; this is an evolving list. Things will be crossed off, things will be added. So keep reading...I'm sure I'll at least have some good stories along the way...